Monday, 3 September 2012

Acting the Part


There is anatta (no self) and there is ‘self’: identity, you, me, him, her - the habitual self-construct. Usually we are engaged, like this, in the act of ‘being somebody’. Many years ago I was staying with a drama school friend in an apartment full of actors, performers and exceptional ‘people’, opportunists; all hustling for parts in TV, movies, music, anything. They were performing all the time. Every step of the way was an opportunity to perform – life itself was the audition.
In the apartment the phone was ringing constantly, theatrical agencies calling up to return a call from somebody in the apartment. The process of answering the phone was an invitation for these multi-personality beings to try out a different persona every time. The phone rings and whoever is sitting next to it answers, switching to a subtly different ‘voice’, with a different accent, quite believable and acceptable to the caller but interestingly ‘changed’ to those of us in the room.
It was baffling to me at first because there’s a strange logic to this: the caller at the other end of the line is ‘somebody else’, a person with his/her own identity – hence the created personality, character (game) seems like, well, appropriate? You create a ‘self’ to communicate with the other person’s ‘self’. The phone gets put down and immediately rings again. The same person answers it in another ‘voice’ – an identity that’s so different from the one he just used it’s hard to believe; bordering on the schizoid. Who you are at that moment is determined by whom you’re talking with. The way I project ‘my’ character, ‘my’ personality at a particular point in time changes. I can appear to be somebody in one situation, then ‘be’ somebody else in a different situation. The ‘self’ function has flexibility. The whole thing is about acting the part.
The skilled actor plays the part so well; the spectator thinks he is the person, not the actor. The actor being himself and simultaneously not himself reveals the ‘self’ construct. Or it could be that the ‘act’ is revealed completely to the spectator; a self-reflexive act that does not distinguish between the ‘self’ construct and acting the part, it’s just there; a total act, an actor/spectator encounter. The performance is not usually given a direction that would allow the spectator an opportunity to see this extraordinary existential moment. For the most part, it’s accepted as ‘theatre’, illusion, samsara and we’re immersed in the story of it all.

Saturday, 1 September 2012

Buddhism and Government Control Over Women's Reproductive Rights

I just had an interesting read from a BBC article on Buddhism and abortion. It seems there is no universal view from Buddhists, which is usually the case with many other things but not all things. Should any government force a woman to have a child? What do you think from a Buddhist perspective? How do we reconcile that those who denounce big government often believe in the role of government in reproductive rights? How does Buddhism, which universally promotes life and life giving things reconcile any single point of view on this issue to a coherent belief system?

Here is a link to the article to read before responding to the different points of view:

http://www.bbc.co.uk/religion/religions/buddhism/buddhistethics/abortion.shtml

I am sure that a lot of use who do not consider ourselves Buddhist scholars, but yet lay practitioners, are curious about different Buddhist perspectives not coming from people deemed as official media spokespersons for such a diverse religion.

Peace
Sean Flanigan
Charlotte, NC


Thursday, 30 August 2012

I'm a buddhist. I think.

For you, as a reader of this blog that may sound like stating the obvious, but let me assure it is not.
As this is my first post on this blog (thanks again Justin!), let me give you a short introduction of who I am and along the way I hope you will start to understand why this is not so obvious.

Hello everybody, I'm Kurt and I'm a buddhist.
I think.

I first got in touch with buddhism about 15 years ago when I was struggling with the big question of life.
"Why am I here?"

And it was through buddhism, philosophy and a whole lot of less intellectual (and legal) activities that I came to the conclusion that I realised I get to decide why I am here.
Which still left me with the question as to what I was going to pick.
Luckily the Dalai Lama gave me the option I was looking for.

I am on this planet to be happy.

Along the way I came across the basics of buddhism, the Four Noble Truths.
Looking back I have spent most of the time on truth 1 & 2, where now I can see the power is in truth 3 & 4.
Not entirely sure how long it took me to figure it all out, but I do know that ever since I did figure that out, I have been learning how to be happy as much as possible, as often as possible.

So a few months ago I finally made it to truth nr. 4 and I started my journey on the Eightfold Path.
Which pretty soon led me here!
While studying the Eightfold Path I also learned that once you decide to start following this path, you are a buddhist. I guess this is what I needed to hear to confirm what I have known all along for the last 15 years: I'm a buddhist!
But as I'm a scientist by education and still leaving some of the habits that come with such a background behind, I need a second (or even a third opinion), so here's my question to all you readers:

What was your moment when you decided you are a Buddhist?

The one thing that set a lot of these changes into motion, was my blog at kurtgielen.me. On this blog I decided to share with the whole world the real and complete me. No more mr. Marketing Manager at work, frustrated and easily irritated dad after a long work day, and buddhist only during those few moments when I was on my own.
No, I decided to go all in and be me, always. Which is why the invite to participate in this blog is such an awesome thing for me as it forces me to walk the talk I do on my personal blog.

Now that you all know who I am, let me just briefly tell you what I will definitely be blogging about.
As a fairly 'new' buddhist I will be sharing my experience and questions, hopefully starting some discussion from other travellers on this path.
As a scientist (Master in Biochemistry) by education I have a really strong interest in the science behind meditation, especially the effect it has on the brain and the rest of the body.
As a marketing manager working for a large corporate organisation, I have firsthand experienced how buddhism can help me survive and thrive in what is by some, including me in the past, perceived as a potentially non-buddhist environment.
And as a father, husband and overall busy person, expect posts about the struggles and pleasures of integrating buddhism and meditation in "the real life".

Everything that is not related to buddhism I will continue to share on kurtgielen.me.
If you want to say hi, you can find all my online profiles on about.me/kurtgielen. Do come and hook up, I like company.

And as always,

Have fun!

Kurt




 


Tuesday, 28 August 2012

Is compassion the tight rope or the safety net?

A truly compassionate attitude toward others does not change even if they behave negatively or hurt you. (Dalai Lama)

Tonight I meditated with the Bare Bones group and while I strive to let the thoughts come and go, I did snag one and put it in the basket for this blog post. 

It is simply this: A present awareness can give rise to gratitude and a present awareness can give rise to sharing it. 

I remember first approaching Buddhism as a typical Westerner, casting aside any artifacts of the supernatural. For me, the present moment is the most supernatural thing I have ever encountered. Compared to when I first started practicing three years ago, I am often astonished as to what having the present moment as a true home has to offer. 

Being present and compassionate was like walking a tight rope. Now the present is my safety net. It is a place to return to when I am projecting into the future or ruminating on the past. Being able to be grateful is, in and of itself, a gift. From the seat of this gift the things that once hardened me have made me softer and more gentile. 

I still need practice. 

What about you? Is compassion a discipline?

Peace In Every Step
Sean Flanigan
Charlotte, NC

Tuesday, 21 August 2012

Writing Down The Bones

Well, I just ventured to Charlotte from Chicago. I took the time to make a pit stop in my old sangha and it was literally packed. What was once a four person operation in a very small room is now filled with a dozen or so enthusiasts in the same small small room.

Walking meditation was a little awkward.

I ventured out tonight to the Bare Bones Meditation group. I have been practicing in a chair for almost a year due to a raging case of arthritis and decided to hit the floor tonight and had a hard time staying in the present moment. Back to the chair.

The Mindfulness meditation group meets in the basement of a Baptist church building and the Bare Bones group meets in the clubhouse of an apartment complex near downtown that is three times bigger. There is at least one other meditation group here that goes by the name Soto Zen. No chairs last time I went. It is in the attic of an old house.

Fortunately I have been in the present during the little moments like taking the time to blink after staring at a monitor all day or the fifteen minutes I set aside between my alarm clocks in the morning just to lay there and chill with no regard to planning my day or deciphering any unusual dreams.

I have come to the conclusion that if I have the lotus position in my head, the body can be wherever its is to be comfortable. The body needs just enough comfort to be in a place (my head) that would normally require therapeutic supervision.

Are you from a town not in the fabled West coast? What it the Buddhism scene like there for you?

Peace In Every Step
Sean Flanigan
Charlotte, NC

Monday, 20 August 2012

Where is our Community?

Where is the online Buddhist community? A few years ago this was one of but a few bustling blogs filled with people who seemed commited to both their Buddhist practice and engagement with the world (via blogs, at least).

Today so many of the 'names and faces' of 2007,8,9 and 10 are gone or have simply shifted interest.

Perhaps their practice went deeper, drawing them away from the distractions of online communication.

Perhaps their interest in practice went away, and with it their interest in online communication.

Perhaps politics, family, hobbies, studies, etc., became more pressing.

I know I'm not much help. I took over this blog a few months back (or is it a year already...?) and haven't done much since. My own blog was 'picked up' by patheos.com, which has been great in terms of exposure to a new and broader community, but it has also meant that I have tried to focus there with better writing and fewer travel photos and details of my life.

So I request this: your help.

If you're already a contributor here, try to post more. Try to bring us together. Ask questions. Solicit feedback.

If not - consider becoming a contributor. You can email me (see side panel on the right) and I can add you (you'll need a gmail/blogger account). I'd hope for a post a month from people, but there's plenty of room for extras or time off.

As Buddhism continues to grow and develop in the 21st century, we need more intelligent, thoughtful people willing and able to discuss it and to put in the time needed to write well-crafted blog posts/short articles about it.

This blog still gets several hundred hits per day which speaks very well of the many wonderful people who have contributed over the years. But we need your help, to make sure those hits are worthwhile to all of the people just now searching for and discovering the world of Progressive Buddhism.

Saturday, 14 July 2012

The Politically Correct Buddhist



As we approach the coming election let us consider one of the precepts in the tradition of Thich Nhat Hanh:

“Aware of the suffering caused by unmindful speech and the inability to listen to others, I am committed to cultivating loving speech and deep listening in order to bring joy and happiness to others and relieve others of their suffering. Knowing that words can create happiness or suffering, I am determined to learn to speak truthfully, with words that inspire self-confidence, joy and hope. I will not spread news that I do not know to be certain and will not criticize or condemn things of which I am not sure. I will refrain from uttering words that can cause division or discord, or that can cause the family or the community to break. I will make all efforts to reconcile and resolve all conflicts, however small.”

What say you, politicians?

Any advice on how to approach the coming election? How to be politically correct? 

Let us also consider the following:

“The only reason we don't open our hearts and minds to other people is that they trigger confusion in us that we don't feel brave enough or sane enough to deal with. To the degree that we look clearly and compassionately at ourselves, we feel confident and fearless about looking into someone else's eyes. ”
― Pema Chödrön (Happy Birthday by the way!)





So, I guess the politically correct thing to do is to listen with compassion. 

Sean Flanigan
Charlotte, NC

Thursday, 24 May 2012

Asking Tough Questions

It seems that a key aspect of Progressive Buddhism should be asking tough questions about Buddhism and its place in the world today. For each of us, those questions may be a bit different. I, for example, don't see the necessity of as much ritual as is found in much Buddhism. A bit is great, but beyond that I don't get much from it. Others, however, will find great benefit in elaborate rituals, from the Anglicised puja ceremony of the Triratna Buddhist Community to chanting in Tibetan or Pali (etc) with monks, lamas, rinpoches etc.

Some people like all of the titles and 'levels' of discipleship. Others find them fundamentally incompatible with Western, Progressive notions of equality and democracy.

Some people take on the belief system, wholeheartedly; while others strip down or eliminate doctrines that don't fit with their worldview.

What are the tough questions today? How can we, using this site as a potential forum, discuss these in a way that avoids both dogmatism and merely arguing to be argumentative?

~


For my part, I would like to continue to see posts and discussions focusing on what is good, helpful, and useful in our lives and what we come to know through our experience. I was moved, for instance, by this from Will Simpson:

I just finished Stephen Batchelor's "Confession of a Buddhist Atheist" and am impressed by his writing style. Flipping back and forth between his life experience and the writings of the Pali Cannon, he presents a compelling narrative. I, like him, am compelled to acknowledge that I am certain about nothing. Really anything. My world view is dependent on my circumstances, the conditions that have already arisen. Given different circumstances, I would have a different world view. This is ennobling. I enjoyed the book and recommend it.

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

Kalachakra Ceremony 2012, a guest post by Lisa Tully


Lisa runs spiritual group tours to India which her two Tibetan friends Lama Buga & Lama Kalden co-host with her.  Taking people to attend teachings by the Dalai Lama & learn meditation, she does this work to open hearts and expand minds way beyond norm!  And who better to help do that than the Dalai Lama himself? www.spiritualbackpackersindia.com

Kalachakra 2012 – How The Dalai Lama Raised The Spiritual Roof In India!

Spiritual Tours IndiaEver dreamed of experiencing the power of Tibetan Buddhism at its peak?  Or thought of fully letting go of all physical comforts and attachments in search of the ultimate comfort, that of the mind and heart?

Upon hearing about the Kalachakra initiation happening in Bodhgaya India, the place where Buddha achieved enlightenment whilst sitting under the Bodhi tree, I just knew I had to be there.   However I will put my hands up straight away and say I didn’t fully understand what it would entail.  What I did know was that Tibetans travel from far and wide, including from Chinese occupied Tibet to get to this special 10-day tantric initiation.  All sects of Tibetan Buddhism are represented, so it really is one big ol’ Tibetan party and one that the Dalai Lama does not do on a regular basis.   In 2011 there was one held in Washington D.C but previous to that it was as far back as 2006 since the last one held at Amarvati in India.

As I began to share with people both Tibetans and Westerners that I really wanted to go the overall response was don’t do it! It will be filthy dirty, totally chaotic and you will most definitely fall ill.  The reasons for their concerns were Bodhgaya is situated in Bihar one of the poorest states in India and is filled with beggars, sickness and a understandable culture of get what you can from whoever you can.  Add 300,000 Kalachakra pilgrims to that and the picture definitely starts to look somewhat daunting.

When I actually arrived in India I had no hotel or transport booked for the Kalachakra which others had done up to a year previous.  Hotel prices were through the roof at an escalated price that was fifteen times the norm!  However somehow a room manifested at a fraction of the cost others were paying at the last minute in a Burmese monastery affording me a peaceful escape from the Kalachakra crowds.  Having been there a good two weeks before the event itself I got to witness the build up to it including the assembly of the breathtaking chair for His Holiness and the raising of colourful thankas all around it.  In general Tibetans wait till the last minute to arrive because of the inflated costs but when they did finally arrive they did so by the busload and that in itself was a sight to see.  Armed with pots, pans and bedding of all sorts it was not unusual to hear of up to 12 of them sleeping in one double sized room.  Friends of mine from Gyumed monastery were sleeping in a hall with no less than 500 monks with barely enough room to turn over.

So what is it that drives the Tibetans to take on such physical challenges without a second thought?  The Kalachakra initiation was given over 10 days and is considered to be the one of the most auspicious initiations within the world of Tibetan Buddhism.  There was eight days of preparation rituals during which the Dalai Lama and his monks made the incredible Kalachkra sand mandala.  In the morning time we could go into the grounds and listen to their chants and watch them prepare.  Sitting there in the energy of the proceedings was a blessing in itself as meditations ran so so deep.  In the afternoon the place would fill to bursting and beyond with steadfast devotees from around the globe eager to listen to teachings by His Holiness.  Outside the same numbers of people were blocking the streets as they watched the event on the big screens.  It was an all time record for the number of devotees attending a Kalachakra.  After the teachings and preparations were done, the initiation itself happened over the final two days.

I feel it is important to mention that at the end of the day we fell into our rock hard beds exhausted, crashing out immediately.  Yet the Dalai Lama was getting up at three in the morning most mornings to prepare, followed by giving teachings and all the while holding us in his big heart.  The energy of this wonderful 76-year-old monk as he calls himself, is indeed endless.  On the night of the first day of initiations something really special occurred which I will never forget.  I was sitting meditating under the Bodhi tree in the Mahabodhi temple as around the perimeter devotees walked uttering their mantras and prayers.  It was totally packed with people shuffling and prostrating their way around.  In the distance I heard singing and I couldn’t figure out where it was coming from.  Then sure enough as the crowd continued to circle around the ancient melody got louder and louder.  A throng of Tibetan monks were signing their hearts out and as they flowed past it did not falter.  It was as if the song had spread around the perimeter like a flame to petrol.  In that moment I felt like I had the chance to witness the true beauty of Tibetan Buddhism.  The Dalai Lama had worked so hard for eight solid days, had given us the initiation and we were as high as spiritual kites.  It was totally electric and my initial thought was the Chinese government will never ever dampen this spirit and I hoped so much that the 200 Chinese spies reported to be at this event were witnessing that moment.

The Dalai Lama then finished by giving us the White Tara initiation for long life.  When he was leaving Bodhgaya people were understandably running after his car crying and I was grateful I didn’t have to witness him going for I know I would have been right there with them.  The sand mandala remained for 3 days to allow us to go and have a closer look.  According to a book distributed at the Kalachakra in Washington D.C, just by looking at the mandala you remove all negative karma from countless eons previously.  A wonderful sight it was, the feeling from it was one of inner beauty.   The ceremony then ended by monks releasing the positive energy of the mandala into the everyday world by a final ritual.  The Kalachakra is for world peace and I have no doubts whatsoever it has the deepest of impacts.

As Bodhgaya is quite a small town many people had to camp and tents were rented out ranging from $3 to $100 per night.  However it rained severely on the first day which is apparently normal for when high Lamas arrive and start cleansing the place.  But that meant conditions on the campsites were pretty awful and only went downhill from there due to poor organisation and sanitation.  Towards the end of the initiation the Dalai Lama asked why should people pay to stay in those awful tents when we have received so much in donations? So he requested that all tent dwellers get a refund and so they did.  Then he left not taking one remaining Rupee of donation with him; instead he gave it to the local schools and hospitals of Bodhgaya.  This man has the power to change the world…so why won’t we let him?











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Tuesday, 31 January 2012

An Apologist For Meditation

This is a proposition that meditation can be a part of realizing our interconnectedness and that it remains a mission critical practice for our global welfare. Even if our world or our personal consciousness is transformed, it will remain a critical discipline to maintain. While some ways of knowing and social systems may seem far advanced, these systems exist in a web. Viewing this web from only one point of view where the other threads seem to intersect will mislead some of us into reasoning that what is good for one intersection of the web is good for all intersections. A meditative practice can help us transcend the local nature of our observations.

Part of my discovery of Buddhism and Eastern mysticism came through a teen-age curiosity of subatomic sciences and their parallels to Eastern thought through the Tao of Physics. The book certainly provided a broader point of view than the comparative religion studies in my parochial school. The advances in physics are so profound that the experimental outcomes regarding the existence of Higgs particles have stadium side seating in the press. Their existence and implications have even received preemptive denialism in fundamentalist circles. I persist in hope that scientific advancements will somehow lead to a transformation in a global way of thinking that eliminates warfare and oppression, but I find myself in the here and now where that is not the case.

While advancement in any field can be exciting, we still have the task of advancing a sound moral philosophy through how we treat others and ourselves and achieving balance. The implications of fanaticism not only impact our global welfare, but our well being as individuals. We have countless examples of how advances in science have not lead to spiritual revolutions, but are more readily adopted in warfare, marketed technology and economic systems. We even have a recent proposition from an AMA publication that vaccinations be made mandatory for the greater good. Some propose that the publication of this point of view reveals a fanaticism coming from scientific circles and that its implications should be thoroughly examined within the context of the Nazi movement and it’s use of science. Whether or not one considers this a valid point, it is possible for extremism to arise from any school of thought.

There will continually emerge countless calls to action for each of us to find non-violent ways of defending our selves and balancing out oppression, fanaticism, and the social systems from which they emerge. These systems exist either formally, informally, or as an unintended by product of our social constructs. We are faced with formulating non-violent responses to our current and immediate circumstances. This sometimes means eliminating fear, the influence of propaganda, our preoccupations with the material world, and our ideas of the self. Achieving a sate where we can focus on our interconnectedness can highlight the role of meditation.

It is often stated that meditation can bypass critical thinking. Some of us, like myself, can see this as a healthy thing in a constructive context. There are others who propose that it is dangerous. Meditation has been studied by science, marketed by business, and has been preached against in some religious circles. There is a lot that plays into the mythology surrounding meditation and those who engage in the practice. It is a remarkable way of knowing accessible for anyone and is a practice I would encourage even for non-Buddhists, but there is no universal perception on what meditation actually accomplishes or what it should accomplish. So I have to clearly affirm that this is only based on my personal experience.

Our institutionalized science, based on critical thinking, has made profound discoveries but has methodological limits. Philosophy, sometimes institutionalized in law, is rooted in critical thinking, but alas, a review of philosophy can reveal that deductive reasoning can result in radically contradictory outcomes on paper and in real life. These are just examples and not a condemnation or catalog of ways of knowing. Each of those referenced have made tremendous contributions, but we are still left with our individual roles in this world as interconnected beings and how we engage.

I began meditating as part of a mindfulness practice. To my beginning mind, the outcomes of mindfulness outweigh any other consideration as to how to behave in a society. In spite of what I had been told growing up in the South, I wasn’t worshiping idols or a god or a historical figure. I was on a long way to recognizing that I had the potential to escape the cycle of suffering that I identified with the self. Once I connected the ripple effect of my own actions in my little pond to my personal suffering, I was able to realize that all of our ponds are connected and the ripple effects of our actions have global consequences. As I am only restating conclusions thousands of years old, this is just an example of how a meditative practice came to influence me and helped me realize the impact of clinging and craving.

Our collective craving and clinging are indeed interconnected and our personal actions have a global impact. This idea was implanted in me intellectually many years before today by Buddhist thought, but in recent time it became a personal experience. What was once an ancient idea to me has resulted in a personal call to action not only to transform how I treat my body, mind and spirit, but also to carefully examine my impact on the greater world and transform my behavior accordingly. I concluded that I did not exist in isolation and that patterns of self-defeating behavior resonated beyond the self. The discovery of one spoke of the wheel through personal experience can indeed be related to the personal discovery and realization of the others.

Across civilizations there was a point where science, religion and philosophy were intertwined. In some cultures they still are. Consider the cosmological implications of Darwin, Copernicus, and Galileo that some traditions refute even today. While the debate on the root cause on climate change is in progress, there are even perplexing claims that the climate is not really changing at all. This is merely an acknowledgement that we are in a modern era where many view these three threads that often intersect, as separate and conflicting truths, but were once imperceptible as different and seemingly one-dimensional. One defense of some schools of thought arising from these threads is to deny the evidence arising other schools of thought and to enforce a one-dimensional state. To deny any thread is to deny the web.

Given that absolute clinging to one way of knowing seems to result in denying the other ways of knowing, I can only reference Thich Nhat Hanh to effect reconciliation, “For a Buddhist to be attached to any doctrine, even a Buddhist one, is to betray the Buddha”. I have to note to non-Buddhist readers that this betrayal doesn’t necessarily point to only the historical Buddha, but also to the Buddha that is in all of us including non-Buddhists. This therefore extends the behavioral manifestations of our beliefs and knowledge to all people today and future generations.

We are at on odd point in space time as observers in the universe, to where our material observations have lead us to understand that all the galaxies are moving away from each other at an ever increasing rate. We have propositions that the net energy of the universe is zero. This has lead for some to further propose that the universe could have indeed come from nothing. There are popular views as to our current cosmology that include propositions of dark energy and dark matter, but there are also opposing views in scientific circles that our fundamental assumptions of gravity may lead us to errant conclusions about this. These are truly exciting debates that reflect advancement in knowledge, but alas, we are still in the here and now.

There may be a point in the future where an intelligent species, equipped with our scientific methods and technology could possibly conclude that the only galaxy in existence is the one they live in. This is because the light from all other galaxies will never reach their observatories while the unrevealed galaxies continue to hurtle away faster and faster. The implications of this on any theory of everything would be profound.

This illustrates a point. No matter how rigorous we are in methodology and reasoning, there are limits to both philosophy and science based on our senses. We must include the here and now from our meditations and our interconnectedness in any revelation for global action. When reasoning exclusively depends on observations from our five senses and instrumentation to extend these senses, it brings to light that other ways of knowing which bypass critical thinking of material observations are either of great value, or a threat to a point of view.

It is quite possible that a future society could come up with a mathematical abstraction that does explain their observations and predictions to their satisfaction. They would have a unified theory. The conclusions nonetheless will simply be incomplete because they are unable to falsify the idea that they are the only galaxy in existence. I would invite the proposition that we are beholden to the same limitations because we are in many ways this future society. Adoption of a single construct, be it social, economic, religious, scientific, or philosophical, even if it appears thorough, predictive and comprehensive to our five senses, will inevitably result in a denial of the entire web. It is understandable that meditation is perceived as a threat to those who exclusively subscribe to one point of view because the outcomes transcend our local and material observations.

While I tend to embed many calls to social action that do not involve sitting, I want to balance out these calls to action. Meditation is critical and it is equally a valid call to action. It can give a context to our material observations that govern our social world and personal reality. It is a way of knowing that has been utilized for an unknown period of time and it is sometimes challenged and diminished in modern times. For me, the goal is to have this way of knowing not only in a sitting position, but as I go about in the world, to have a balance between the electronic signals my senses transmit to the brain and what arises when these signals are diminished. There is not only hope for our future, but for the here and now. One way for a complete beginner like myself is to strive to touch the here and now and to be driven by compassion. This can be facilitated through meditation.

We have to maintain and pass on a practice and tradition that connects the inward world with the outward world. Even if the outward world achieves some perceived state of unification, we are still left with the nature of clinging and craving in an individual level that will manifest between individuals and institutions. It is easy to look through history and find that many social catastrophes have been rooted in greed, lust for power, and fanaticism.

Some seem to be so perplexed by the persistent impact of personal craving and clinging, that they can only explain its cumulative impact in terms of a persistent, global, and intentional social conspiracy. I more readily accept the explanation of the cumulative impact of karma out of balance. It can sometimes seem overwhelming as if it to approach us like a tidal wave or an upcoming asteroid. We can sometimes feel paralyzed by the impact of our personal or social decisions. Even if we feel annihilated by cause and effect, personally or socially, we are still left with the task of escaping the cycle of suffering for others and ourselves. To feed craving and clinging, our awareness is the subject of competition, not only by the natural world and addictions, but also media, technology, and propaganda. What is the reward for devoting our consciousness to these things but more clinging and craving? Again, I am only restating ideas thousands of years old, but now it is personal experience and meditation has helped me shape those experiences. This is why I am sharing this proposition.

There are many resources that we are all familiar with on the secular benefits of meditation. I leave you with a few artifacts of some schools of thought. You might conclude that these are meant to capitalize on fear. Their presentation seems to be constructed to make people fearful of some forms of practice by selectively quoting science to advance their point of view without a constructive balance.